I think most of us know how deeply and emotionally linked certain songs can be for us, whether because the lyrics are particularly descriptive of what we were feeling at a certain time or because the song was simply playing at a profound moment in our lives. Last night, my husband and I went dancing to our favorite band, the Rockin’ Hollywoods, as a distraction from an otherwise emotionally heavy day (the first full day without our beloved Giles with us—see previous post).
For me, dancing provides both a physical and emotional release, so it seemed a healthy diversion for a few hours. However, midway through the band’s first set, I found myself choking back sobs right there on the dance floor, so hard was I hit by the Tokens’ “The Lion Sleeps Tonight.”
In my mind’s eye, I kept seeing Giles’ handsome, lion-esque profile, so regal until his end. His having just been “put to sleep” gave a whole new meaning to that song for me. I doubt I’ll ever be able to hear it again without thinking of my darling, departed cat.
Giles would have been happy to have a famous song associated with him, I’m sure—he was not without a healthy ego, gorgeous boy that he was—but I can expect my future rumbas done to that song to be emotionally challenging for some time to come. (I squelched the flood during the show, luckily, and saved my breakdown for the car ride home.)
My lion sleeps forevermore.
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July 30, 2011 at 5:26 pm
Iris Arenson-Fuller
I am sorry, as well as relieved for you that Giles has finally died. May you have many happy memories of him as time goes by. Take care of yourself!
July 30, 2011 at 8:15 pm
goodgriefpetloss
If sporadically breaking down in tears is taking care of myself (and, actually, I know that it is), then I’m doing all the right things. Thanks for being there for me throughout the whole process.
July 30, 2011 at 10:09 pm
Iris Arenson-Fuller
Yes the tears have to happen when they need to come out. I know you know that. It’s hard and harder sometimes is that a lot of people don’t get why we grieve this way for our pets. But I know you know that too. I am thinking of you.